A Ghost Room encounter

Hi, i have experienced creepy, assaulting things by male ghosts, i have got r*ped by them when i sleep, they werent not a dream even they felt like it, i know that some demons have tried to f*ck me.. even i have ouija board and spiritism witch necklace and everything and tried to play with them it wont work, feels like spirits are afraid of me but then they show to my dreams.. but tbh, i kinda like it, when the ghosts shows up to my bed.. idk if im insane but nvm.. if someone wanna know more, or help me, [email protected]